I wasn't able to update my blog yesterday cause again... i was feeling kinda lazy. My mind was full of so many random things and i dunno why. (yeah that was one of the things inside my head.."i always don't know why")

Someone told me to stop acting stupid coz i'm stupid enough. Wow. (it gave me a shock, yeah right..)

Well, so-ho-rry if i am a stupid gal. My gosh. oh well.

I know that i am stupid... i am an idiot i am a brainless big girl who will be in my freshman year of highschool that doesn't know when to use is and are... on, in and at. (wow... freshamn huh? i wonder how i get to pass the entance exam...)

So many people kept on telling me that i am stupid... i am an idiot. And because they kept on telling me, i kept on believing it. I grew up believing that i am an idiot... a stupid girl. As of now i don't know what to do, anything else than asking how, why , what, etc. I always ask... i ask to know.

There were a few people who told me that if i don't know... i should ask. So when i am confused or if i don't really know... i ask. But Poeple gets annoyed. Maybe because i ask more than 1 time ( ok, ok. I should ask only once and i should get it right away... but my brain has so many rusts on it that it takes a little more than 1 minute to absorb the answer to my question.) Then i forget...so i ask again. I absorb a little... Then try to remember. I ask again, and abrsorb the rest. But if the asnwer is too long, i tend to ask about 3-5 times.

Maybe you're thinking now that i am just over acting... but hey, it's true. Or maybe you're thinking that hell yeah i am stupid. Or maybe you're just laughing at me. Hehe. I'll laugh with you later.

Although my brain is like that and my life is not at all good... i like it. I'm fond of it. But i guess sooner or later i have to do something about it... seriously. Or i might end up sleeping on the cold cement of the streets out there in the big world. Eating nothing but bread... or maybe even nothing.

I don't want to be poor or something like that coz that is not what i choose. I want to have a life where i can eat 3 times a day. I have a bed to sleep on. I have a clean bathroom, comfort room whatever that should be called. I have a kitchen to cook my food. I have a clean house, in a good neighborhood. And i have the money to buy all of those things and enough to buy all my other necessities.

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